Hey friends. I'm going to kick off a weekly series on my blog (I say "weekly" pretty loosely because #lifehappens). I'm hoping to revive this little space in the coming months. Such exciting things are happening in my life - lots of fun new changes!
So let's get started, okay?
1. Choose Happy Tees - I love the message on these t-shirts. Bonus: They're soft and comfortable!
2. Camo Platform Sneakers - Love, love, love this print! I love slip on sneakers, and these are perfect for spring. Bonus: They literally go with everything.
3. Buffalo Check Weekender Tote - When you're a girl like me that has a boyfriend in another state ... a bag like this is awesome. Bonus: It works as a carry-on, too!
4. Monogrammed Leopard Tee - Sweet Baby Jesus. I'm about to place my order for three different colors because leopard ... I just can't quit it.
5. Yeti Sleeves - Because I work at a school and I need something to distinguish my Yeti from the next Yeti. :)
That's it for this week's roundup! Thanks for supporting my little space. I just love you all so much! <3
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I could tell her about the paper cut hurts - the annoying kind that burn. The ones you notice and can still walk away from.
I could tell her about the oozing hurts. The ones that fester for months. The hurts that are fragile and ugly. The hurts that leave behind pink, uneven scars that you can name after people or places or years.
I could tell her about the broken. The broken hearts and spirits and plans. The broken pieces that won’t fit back together in the perfect way you want.
I could tell her about all of the times she’ll have to start over. I could tell her about how rocky the starting line feels under her toes, and I could tell her about how she’ll never get used to it.
I could tell her about loss. Her dog. Her grandpa. Her husband. Her way.
I could tell her about every single valley and every single fire and every single sleepless night and every single tear. I could show her a map of her heart at 16, 26, and 36 and watch the confusion roll through her blue eyes. I could show her the deserts and watch as she drags her fingers through the sand.
And the rescues.
I could tell her about the times she rescued herself and the times she clung tightly to others. I could tell her about her little boy and I could tell her about Jesus.
I could hand her journal after journal and tell her to read it all. To make notes in the margins - to create her own guide.
Do this, sweet girl, I could tell her.
Turn right on this day, baby.
I could whisper in her ear and tell her about the holes and the rain coming.
She could avoid all of the ugly. And all of the angry. And all of the shattered glass.
But ... if I could tell her everything,
If I could go back to this second grader, and if I could stand next to her at this football game for a second, I would just put my hand on her shoulder.
I would laugh with her and I would tell her without a hint of uncertainty -
It is so good.
It is so good.
It is just so good.
Even with the despair.
Even with the lonely.
Even with the tired.
I would tell her that her tomorrows are even brighter than she could ever even imagine.
Naomi was a widow in the bible. Her husband and her sons died.
Naomi was bereft. The verse specifically uses that word.
Anyway, she was a widow and her children were gone, but she had two daughters-in-law. One was named Ruth.
Some of my most favorite lines in scripture come from Ruth. Naomi tries to tell her daughters-in-law to go on without her. To return to their own homes. Leave her be - in her hurt, in her great sadness. She tried to push them away.
They wept together.
And then Ruth.
My favorite champion Ruth.
She stood in front of her mother-in-law and she said nope. Not today, kid. In some of the most poignant, fierce words, she says, "Don't make me leave you. Wherever you're going, I'm going. Wherever you're living, I'm going to live there, too. Your people will be my people - my tribe. We're going to love the same Jesus, and when you die, well. I'm gonna to die, too."
And so she stayed. Loyal. Firm. Resolved. Unwavering. And Naomi? She believed her.
Bestie Betsy and I - when things are bad ... when life is rough and one of us is in some kind of deep, deep dark place ... we check in with these verses.
Where you go, I go.
Where you live, I'll live.
Your people, they're my people.
It's a hush. A quiet. A warm outstretched hand and a head nod. It's an, "I know it sucks right now, but the good is coming," in a way that each of us seem to understand.
It's a call to the other that we're not alone. Never alone.
You know, I'm not really a relationship expert. I suppose one failed marriage doesn't exactly give you street cred when it comes to telling people how to do it right.
Just ... but.
When I think about more.
When I think about people doing life ... permanently ... forever ... with someone else, I think of Ruth.
Someone that will always bat on your team even if you suck at baseball and don't know what RBI stands for.
Someone that will help you with the hard decisions, that will help you hang the pictures straight, and will help you get over your hurts.
Someone that will be in the same room with you and thirty other people, but will always ... always ... be searching for you.
Someone who hits their knees hard for you - someone that joins you on the floor.
Someone that keeps your secrets safe in their chest. Someone that encourages you, pushes you, makes you want to do better.
Someone that won't leave when it sucks the most. Someone that just ... stays.
Someone that says that you're enough ... worth it.
Worth the more.
Today ... I'm celebrating Ruth. Ruth and her brave heart.
You whiten your teeth, slim your face, enlarge your eyes. Raise your cheekbones, resize your earlobes, erase blemishes. Elongate your nose.
Hide those under-eye bags that never seem to go away. Fix your eyebrows. Don’t forget that frown line that showed up in the middle of the night back in 2004.
Right then - that’s when you post your picture for everyone to see.
And they can’t see the melasma that you’ve had since baby number two, and they can’t see the acne scars. They can’t see the double chin or the volcano that always seems to erupt on your jawline.
All they see is a smiling face and the perfect caption that you’ve curated just for this moment:
The perfect mix of humor and candidness.
The perfect mix of wit.
The perfect mix.
They say that comparison is the thief of joy, and I believe it. They say that couples that don’t use social media are around 11% happier* than the couples that do and for good reason -
It’s easy to compare.
It’s easy to dig your own hole.
It’s easy to feel like you just don’t measure up.
It’s easy to forget they are using the filters and the face altering apps that leave them looking ten years younger. It’s easy to forget that your neighbor has his own crosses to bear and hurts to mend and lonely nights, too - because look at how lovely they look at Christmas dinner! Look how amazing she looks at that birthday party!
It’s also so easy to forget about the way we rise in the face of a challenge, or how we show up for people. It’s easy to forget about how we love hard on our kids and try our very best every day.
It’s easy to forget how *good* we are when we’re looking over the fence.
Let’s take a big, deep breath this week. Let’s remember where we come from -
We come from our grandma’s wrinkled, hard-working hands, and our momma’s hearty laugh. We come from our papa’s good manners, and our daddy’s big heart.
We come from more than a blemish eraser and a face brightener.
Let’s remember that.
* Source: McKinley Irvin Divorce Guide
We need to teach them about guts. We need to teach them how to lead with their shoulders back and their chins out and their eyes full of compassion. We need to teach them grit and resolve and every other word that means they will stay in the damn ring.
We need to teach them how to take responsibility for their actions. To own up to their mistakes. To apologize and rectify and every other word in our vocabulary that means they’ll cut the crap and try harder next time.
We need to teach them how to harness the fire in their bellies and we need to teach them how to move forward. We need to teach them to chase after dreams that are audacious and astronomical and every other word that means pie-in-the-sky-holy-whispers-at-night kinda big.
We need to teach them about the stunning urgency under which they’re growing up. We need to teach them about the empty-handed and the broken-hearted and every other word in our vocabulary that encompasses our People In Need.
We need to teach them how to rescue. We need to teach them to keep their eyes on the horizon, searching for the ones drowning. We need to teach them how to pull Their People from the fires and the water and the wind and every other word that means devastating disaster.
We need to teach them that they are every single tomorrow that we own. We need to teach them that they are every single raised hallelujah that we can conjure from our own seared hearts. We need to teach them that they are our greatest joys and our most important job and every single other word that means love.
We need to teach them that for every single step they take forward, we’re standing behind them pushing. For every single baby step, wide step, gallop or stumble. We need to teach them that we will be their greatest cheerleaders and their loudest supporters and every other word in our vocabulary that means we simply won’t leave them.
We need to teach them.
Because if we don’t?
How will they ever learn the astonishing and wildly bright and every other word that means good and true and -
How will they ever know that they are loved beyond all measure?
. About Moi .
I love, love, love flannel sheets and I am really passionate about lists on post it notes and most of the time I'm sad that no one else is as excited as I am about Diet Mountain Dew. I also adore run-on sentences. And if you need an awesome virtual assistant, who is full of personality and really good jokes? Email me. I'm your girl.
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He saw her before he saw
anything else in the room.
- F. Scott Fitzgerald
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